Don't Judge a Book, by it's Cover

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"Don't judge a book, by it's cover." Now that is a great quote. Why am I bringing this up now? Well, I just want to say, Don't judge me, by just looking on the outside. Because if you do, you are just going to see, a 22 year old guy, that works as a stocker, and just a little bigger, then what I should/want to be. But in the inside, what you don't see, is pain. Pain? Yes, pain. Pain in my knees, back, shoulders, and now, my hand. "Oh no Joe, you are only 22. You are to young to have pain, in all of them places!" Yes well, there is something, that is called, Cerebral Palsy. That is what I have. And it can be a blessing in the skies, but it can be a curse. Take Christmas Day 2015 for a example, my grandma, aunt, uncle, and myself was going out to my godmothers house, and just half way there, my knee was starting to hurt. Hurting like someone was taking my leg, and twisting it, and not stopping until I got out of the car, and the same on the way home. Take June 2010 for another example, it was in the morning time, I was TRYING to get up, and couldn't. I had to go to the ER that morning, because of my back. Now since then, if I am doing a lot of bending, my back will be hurting me, and I can't catch my breath. And take today, my knee is hurting like hell, and so is my back. Hurts so bad, that all I want to do, is cry. But do you want to know, how I get through my day? Pain pills. Take it one, two, or three times a day, just to get through my day. But just to end this, let this be clear, the next time, I am with you, or saying something to you about this, please don't think I am just saying/doing this, just so you can feel bad for me, I am telling you this, so you know.